I’m counting the hours, polishing the zircon tiara,
buffing up the glass high-heels, and pulling out my paste jewelry circa the
1940’s. Tomorrow morning I’m boarding the plane to fly to Dallas for the ACFW Conference.
Okay, maybe I’m not really planning on wearing glass
shoes or a tiara for the gala banquet, but I still feel like Cinderella
preparing for the ball, and I do have paste jewelry that belonged to the mother
of one of my mother's friends.
It’s so nice to be able to go to the conference this
year—first time since 2008. But my what a difference in me from that year to now. I
was a nervous wreck as I prepared to go then—worrying about my pitch . . . my one-sheet
. . . my appointments with agents and editors.
This year I’m not worrying about
any of that. It’s not that I don’t need an agent. I’d give my eye-teeth to get literary
representation. Okay, maybe a slight exaggeration there. I need to keep my
teeth. And I really would love to sell a story to an editor and gain a nice big fat
contract.
But the reason I have no stress in preparing for
this conference is that I simply do not have anything ready to pitch.
Instead, I’m looking forward to meeting up with many
of my writing peers and friends that I’ve made on-line since I attended my
first Christian Writers’ Conference. I’m looking forward to squealing like a
teenage girl when I see one of the many people I will recognize and who will
recognize me. I’m looking forward to sitting up late in coffee shops or in
another woman’s hotel room, crammed with a writing group from on-line, and
yacking like a bunch of high-school girls. All we’ll need will be a place to
sit on the floor, a crate of coke’s to drink, and gum to chew and blow bubbles
with. We’re all a clean-living bunch.
I’m going to have fun, fun, fun, encouraging others
in this journey to publication.
And it all feels so right. If there is one thing
that I’m learning in my—ahem—mature years, it’s that relationships are
everything.
The Lord reminds me of that in His word. He wants
the focus of my life to be that blissful one-ness that I experience in my
relationship with Him through Christ Jesus. It’s not what can accomplish for
Him, but what
He does when I’m totally yielded to His plans, His timing.
Somehow when I focus on that love-relationship with Him, He sees to all the
engineering of my life and career.
So, I’m boarding the plane tomorrow. My hubby will
kiss me goodbye for the 4 days I’ll be away. My husband knows I’ll be in good
hands, and will safely return, because it’s as though I’m going away on an intimate
holiday with my Heavenly Father. Together my Lord and I will have a time of
bliss getting together with my fellow writers.
I know this because I can feel it when I pray—His smile
over my enjoyment of getting together with others whom He has blessed with the
great desire to write for Him.
Dallas, here I come!!!
Christine Lindsay is the author of Award-winning Shadowed in Silk. Book II of the Twilight of the British Raj Series, called Captured by Moonlight will be released by WhiteFire Publishing Feb. 2013.
Drop by Christine Lindsay's website and blog www.christinelindsay.com
Have fun, Christine. There are lots of solitary, dark hours in this business. Enjoy the bright, comraderly ones.
ReplyDeleteHow true Alice. But so nice to have friends like you who are always there with an encouraging word, and a smile.
DeleteI'm sure you'll have a great time.
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