Everyone finds trials difficult. Our responses show what
we’re made of. They reveal what’s most important to us.
For example, one writer I know wrote a young adult novel—about
a teenage girl whose mother was dying of cancer—while sitting in the hospital with
her husband who was dying of the same disease.
Another writer spent his time in the emergency room trying
to imprint on his brain what he was going through so he could use it in his
writing.
Many writers use personal crises as fodder for their
stories.
I’m facing my own personal test right now. My mom, who came
to live with us seven months ago, suffered a heart attack recently and has been
fading ever since. As I write these words, I’m sitting beside her bed in the
Palliative Care room of our local hospital. My routine has been completely
derailed. My brain is mush. I almost missed this deadline. I know I could have
asked someone else to step into this spot for me, but I thought there might be
something I could share that would encourage you either as a reader or as a
writer.
During this challenging time, I have kept up the bare
minimum of blogging for my website, because I made a commitment to myself and
to my readers to do so. Other than that, I am taking a sabbatical from my
writing to care for Mom.
Writers are real people who face daily challenges like
everyone else. We differ in personality, commitment, values, energy level. We
must all respond as we can in the situations that come our way, and I do not
judge anyone for the decisions they make. I didn’t expect to be sitting in the
hospital with a loved one. I certainly didn’t think I had the strength or cared
enough to write this blog at this time.
We often don’t know ourselves until we are faced with the
test. The most important thing to remember is that you are not alone. Our God
is a great God and He gives grace as we need it.
Has your life been interrupted?
Thanks for sharing this, Janice. It ties in with the post I have to write for tomorrow because - like you - time ran away with me, and I haven't done the devotional post yet. In my case, it's not illness but just time. How can it be the weekend again? It was the weekend yesterday! Wasn't it? Wishing you strength from the Lord as you sit with your mom.
ReplyDeleteI know, Shirley. Time flies. Thanks for your support.
DeleteSo sorry to hear about your mother, Janice. I used to think the same things. That writers somehow lived charmed lives. :-) Then I realized the reality that life still goes on around you. Sometimes finding that emotional energy is so hard. Sometimes it just has to be put aside for the moment. Right now we are traveling in the US while our family goes through some major changes (good changes, but still a challenge) Writing is there, but it's hard. Praying for you and your family right now!
ReplyDeleteThanks for your prayers, Lisa. And I hope you enjoy your travels.
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