Reading. Philippians 1:12 ‘Now I want you to know,
brothers, that what has happened to me has really served to advance the
gospel.’
The unrelenting heat, day and night, wore us down. This was especially true in a place we had gone to teach and have seminars. We stayed in a small compound, in a room of concrete with a tin roof. It was in Northern Ghana. Beneath our mosquito net, on a mattress on the floor we sweltered. There wasn’t any breeze to wander through non mosquito proofed windows,
Adding to our discomfort was the
antics of a neurotic or nervous rooster. If he wasn't, then what he did all night was making Mary and I that way He had flown up onto the roof apparently to
escape known or imagined danger. As he fell asleep so he would slide down the
tin roof. I had never heard the scratching noise of a rooster’s claws on tin
before. Unpleasant is a mild word for it. When he hit the gutter, he would
scratch his way back to the ridge and after a short while the sequence would
begin again.
Why didn’t I go out and stone the
rooster?
In the courtyard were two dogs of
unsound temperament. Combine the dogs with a dark night unsoftened by any
natural or artificial lights and you have our dilemma. It certainly gave birth
in our imagination to becoming a midnight snack for the dogs.
Needless to say it was a long night.
When the sun rose weary Australians faced a new day. Villagers came from their
homes and fields looking to us for spiritual nourishment and Biblical insights.
We felt emotionally and physically unable to be of much use to them. Still, we
set out to fulfil our responsibilities.
What took place made us rediscover
an unfailing Biblical truth. It isn’t by might or by power our ministry (or
anyone else’s) is accomplished. It is by the sheer grace and power of the Holy
Spirit. (Zechariah 4:6) It isn’t how we feel. Rather, it is the fact we go, and
leave the outcome to God. We were weak. We had nothing in or of ourselves in
which to boast. Fortunately, God delights in taking such people in such
circumstances to express His glory beyond the self-consciousness of His
servants. (1 Corinthians 1:26, 27)
Amazed we were when people genuinely
came up to each of us and expressed appreciation for what had spoken to their
hearts and needs. All we could do was to acknowledge God’s grace. Later, tears
of gratitude mingled with tears of tiredness as we slumped onto our beds, far away
from that neurotic rooster.
Thank you, Lord Jesus
for praying for us. (Hebrews 7:25)
Thank you, Holy
Spirit, for praying and ministering through us. (Romans 8:26, 27)
Thank you, Heavenly
Father, for those back home praying for us, undergirding us, lifting us up into
your presence.
Looking back on that event, and some
other similar ones, a smile creeps across the face. They have become good after
dinner stories. At the time, Lord, we just wanted to scream. Now they have been
used over and over to highlight the truth of ministry; it’s not what we do for
you, but what you do in and through us that counts. Praise your Name!
Final Word
The weakness of God’s
servant, is God’s opportunity to display His glory and grace.
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Ray wrote: it’s not what we do for you, but what you do in and through us that counts.
ReplyDeleteRay, wise words. Thanks for the reminder. It has been hot here overnight where I live, but nothing like what you and Mary experienced in Northern Ghana.
Good morning Narelle - At least you didn't have a neurotic rooster to entertain you through the night either (I hope that's true). Have a great day.
ReplyDeleteThanks for a good post, Ray. Oh how I know that tremendous heat and the problem sleeping. We don't have a neurotic rooster, we have a "perimeter break" alarm across the road that is also neurotic. You get so desperate you don't know what to do next.
ReplyDeleteThanks for a good post, Ray. Oh how I know that tremendous heat and the problem sleeping. We don't have a neurotic rooster, we have a "perimeter break" alarm across the road that is also neurotic. You get so desperate you don't know what to do next.
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